Why am I afraid of living out the Truth?

Why (Clear)

Scorn the use of Jesus name, bid farewell to guilt and shame,
You assault me with the lie, as I just stand idly by;
I will scream for earthly things, but won't whisper for the King,
You are right the Truth is dead, when I keep it in my head.

Why am I afraid of living out the Truth?
When I am dying of my sin sweetened tooth;
Though I fall I`ll never fall away from You, so
Why am I afraid of living out the Truth?

I forsake my Savior's might, as I push Him from my sight,
All alone I choose to stay, hidden deep within my cave;
Could I leave and face the storm with a faith that's so lukewarm?
It's a fence too thin to ride, hot or cold I must decide.